Thursday, September 18, 2008

can i just say

that i am in an extremely good mood right now and have been these past few months, after what was probably the worst spring of my young and tender girlhood. some kind of euphoria has been coursing through my body and making me hear major flights of trumpets, trombones, and other brass-section standards; it's like some sort of heavenly choir is always starting up just as i board my bike and wend my way to school. also, the smell of some kind of barely perceptible yet sweet and potent ester keeps wafting through the air, some kind of mango-human spit combination that's really excellent.

there's no explanation at all for this intense good mood - in fact, all current events and demographics would tend far to the opposite - but i'm glad that it's here, and i hope that it doesn't distract me too much from the work that i have to do. somehow, i feel very healthy and alive at this moment in time. everything's been light green and good-tasting, and i've been waking up full of a sense of my own and others' potential. i suspect a cocktail of hormones, libido, delayed-response functions, or vitamin A. now to harness this life-force for good...

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